Colt’s lips slide down my back leaving flutters of warm kisses. His hands caress my shivering skin, one up my hips and the other down my thighs. His hard member
slides in and out slowly
inside of me. He has been
gentle the last couple of
months.
I bend down further, resting my face on the edge of the
mattress while I keep my
legs grounded on the floor as
Colt makes love to me. It is
the most comfortable
position for the size I am now. Only one more month to go for me to pop. I do
miss our wild raw s*x but it
is too tiring for me right now
and too hard.
Colt straightens up and puts a hand on my back as he speeds up just a little.
“There. Just like that.” I whisper.
I have been horny like crazy and he indulges me every time. Many times he doesn’t
even finish, just does it for
“You like that?”
“Yeah. Don’t stop!”
“I won’t.”
He does as I say and continues at the same speed and rhythm until my body finally feels relief.
“Mh…feeling better?” He lets
me go then turns and lies
down on the bed.
“Yeah. Much better.”
He lies down with a smile
and hugs me. “Cranky
woman.”
I laugh and then groan. “I don’t want to be Alpha
today.”
“Then don’t. Take a day off.
I’ll handle it.”
“Thank you. I’ll just stay in all day and watch TV.”
“No, you won’t.”
I giggle. He knows me so
well.
It’s been a few months now
since Warrick officially made me and Colt Alpha’s of the pack. Colt and I work together just great. Hardly we ever disagree. We are in
tune and want the same for
the pack. He is my best
friend and I could not
imagine being anyone else.
It is like we were really made
for each other which is weird
cause we were not fated
mates but it feels like we
were meant to be. I love this
man more than almost
anything in this world.
I touch my belly.
Almost anything…
I did not know if I ever
would start feeling that
maternal instinct but after
seeing my baby grow inside
of me, how could I not? He is
as much of my whole life as Colt is. He…my baby boy, Logan James. I really wish that James would approve, I am sure he would.
After that horrible night, Oliver was sent to his family
who told us they had been looking everywhere for him. The last I heard from them,
they concluded their hunt
and Oliver was killed. It
wasn’t pretty either.
Kaecy–Colt’s
brother–surprisingly agreed
to take over the Blood River
Pack. After witnessing what
Ezra did with the pack, he didn’t want something like that to happen again, and so he grew some balls and became the Alpha. He was
the first of our official allies.
Most packs are still afraid of us but we are working on building strong alliances and no more unfair punishments in this pack. I make sure of that. I want everyone to be happy and live a good life. That is my goal for this pack.
I open my eyes and see that Colt has already gotten
ready.
“Did I fall asleep?”
He laughs. “Yes. I ran you a
hot bath. Do you want
breakfast in bed?”
get up with a big smile. “No. I’ll go downstairs.”
He kisses me and then kisses
my belly before he leaves.
“Remember, we have dinner
tonight.” He says.
“Yes sir, I’ll be ready.” I blow
him a kiss and head to take
my relaxing bath.
As I lie in the tub, I feel the small kicks on my belly. Smiling, I put my hand and
feel him. He is itching to get out. He is so strong. He made it through so much. All that fighting back at that pit and the fight that came after. He is going to be so strong, just
like me and Colt.
After a nice bath, I head
downstairs where I find
Kanda and Serge. They act like newlyweds, feeding each
other. If I didn’t think it was
cute, I’d probably gag like Dash is doing behind their
backs.
I didn’t know that Serge had lost his mate a long time ago.
So naturally, after Kanda’s endless pursuit of him—the girl can be exhausting— he gave in. They are now mates and I am so happy for them.
Victor and Garret also
seemed relieved by this. I
don’t think they are
equipped to handle a strong
woman like her but Serge is obviously up for the task.
I sit next to Dash who gives
me his killer smile. “The
walking pimple is ready to pop!”
“Eww! Why do you have to
say it like that?!”
He laughs. “I don’t know. I
don’t think before I speak.”
“Clearly.”
“How are you feeling?” He
asks.
“I am feeling good today. Heavy.”
“Good, good. My godchild must grow strong.”
I roll my eyes. “That is not sticking. We werewolves
don’t do godparents and all
that.”
“Fine fine, but I will be his
uncle.”
“Obviously. You are like a
brother to Colt.”
His cheeks swell when his
lips curve to a huge smile. I
can tell that made him feel
good. But I am not lying.
Colt thinks of him as a
brother and he is Colt’s Beta.
Since Colt and I are both
Alphas of the pack, we
figured that it would be interesting to each have our
own betas. Mine is Kanda.
“Well, I’m glad you didn’t have creepy twins.” He says as he eats. “That would have
been a nightmare. How are
those two doing by the way?”
Miles and Bryn went back to
their pack once Kaecy took
over.
“Colt says they are doing good. Shit-” I hiss at the painful kick Logan just gave me. I cross my legs feeling like I am going to pee
myself. That was definitely my bladder.
Suddenly, Dash gets up and
freaks out. “Oh GOD! Are
you okay? Are you having the baby!”
“No.”
“Are you sure!?”
I start laughing seeing the panic on his face. His face
turns red and he sits back
down as everyone else around the table also laughs.
“Dash, you are so cute. I can’t wait to see you when you find your mate.”
I don’t think he could turn
any more red but he does. If the lights would be turned off right now, he would glow.
I pat his shoulder and laugh all the way out of the dining
room. I walk outside to a
beautiful day. The sun shines
bright, the birds sing
beautiful melodies, the
flowers bloom their brightest
and butterflies are
everywhere.
I don’t think I have ever
been this happy to be alive…I
don’t think I have ever been
this happy.
“Ouch!” I hold my belly. He kicked me again. I never knew it would be this painful to get kicked by a tiny little thing inside of me.
Thankfully it wasn’t my
bladder this time.
I spot Dad in the distance with Lotus and Poppy. Just where the reforming camp
used to stand now there is a
small golf area in its place where they all tend to spend
their time.
“Don’t you get bored of losing?” I ask Father as I walk up to them.
“When I had this built, I
didn’t know that Poppy
would be so good at it.” He
says.
He looks just as before all his injuries. He is not one
hundred percent well yet but
he is much better. Almost
looks good as new. He stands strong, fights well, and still
has that Alpha presence. I
am glad he is returning to himself again.
“My dear, maybe you should
be sitting. That belly is looking low.” Lotus says.
Taking a deep breath and
putting my hand on my
lower back, I nod.
“He has been kicking like
crazy today.”
Lotus moves a chair closer to
you. He said the baby was going to be big so he might
just want to come out
sooner.”
I nod. “I’ll do that.”
“Have you had any pain? Any discomfort?” Poppy asks.
“No, but I have been feeling constipated, to be honest.”
“Wow, too much detail.” Dad says, hitting the ball that
misses the hole which is just inches away.
“It’s just poop, Dad, and you are bad at this game. Why do you even like it?”
“You can like something and
not be good at it!”
“Fine fine.”
I spend my whole morning
with them basking in the
beautiful weather. It is
peaceful.
In the afternoon I go see the doctor with Colt by my side.
The doctor tells me that
everything is good and to
just rest. I do exactly that until it’s time for my dinner with Colt. I am already getting ready when he
arrives to also get ready.
“Do you like this?” I show off
my dress. It is a long white
satin dress, flowy and soft.
“Love it!”
“Good answer.”
When we are done, we head
downstairs where he leads
me outside to the garden.
“Aww, this is gorgeous.”
There are flowers scattered
all over the ground and
table.
“And I did it myself.” He says
looking proud.
“Well, I love it. You did
good.”
He leads me to the table
where he pulls out the chair
for me to sit.
He sits in front of me but the
table is small so he can easily
reach out to me and touch
“I really wanted to take you out to dinner.” He says.
“I know but it’s just that I have not been feeling well lately. I rather stay close to
home.”
He nods. “It’s okay. Anything you want. Once the baby is
here, we can go if you want.”
“Yes. I’d love that.”
“And how is my little man
doing?” He puts a hand on my stomach.
“Kicking up a storm all day.”
He laughs and then looks at
my dress again. “You really
do look beautiful.”
“I do?”
He nods.
“Beautiful enough to eat?” I
ask.
He laughs. “Is that what you
are craving?”
“Maybe.”
“Well then, I guess it’s time I had my appetizer.” He
mischievously smiles while he starts to slide down.
“What can I get you my lady?” Dash suddenly stands
next to us in a black suit. He has a little notepad in his
hand.
I laugh. Colt probably put
him up to this.
“Come back in twenty
minutes. I am having a meal right now.” Colt says slipping
under the tablecloth.
Dash immediately turns around and sprints away muttering. “Why the f**k did I agree to this shit?!”
I laugh hard until I feel Colt’s hand travel up my leg, softly caressing, bringing tingles to my body.
This man spoils me and gives me whatever I want
and crave.
He lifts one of my legs up and puts it over his shoulder while he pushes my other
leg apart. Soon I am feeling
the blissful sensations of his
tongue on my opening.
“Uh…oh that feels so good.” I
moan.
He gives a moaning grunt that vibrates through my
core.
I close my eyes and lean my head back letting bliss take me. His tongue dances
around and his lips at times
kiss and take my intimate
lips in his, sucking.
He told Dash to give us
twenty minutes but it only
takes five minutes for me to
see stars. My hands shake trying to grab at his hair but my belly gets in the way so
instead he intertwines his finger with mine as I ride
this wonderful feeling down with a moan. I take deep
breaths as he comes out of
the covers of the table with a big smile.
I smile too and am about to
kiss him. When his lips are
almost on mine, I lean back
and stare at him.
“What?” He asks, confused at
my sudden pause.
“…OOOOOWWWW!” My
stomach suddenly hurts. It feels like someone took my
abdomen and twisted it till it couldn’t twist anymore. I put
my hands around my belly
and it feels so hard to the
touch.
“What is it?!” He panics.
“I…I don’t know.” I now feel
my body relax. “It’s gone
now.”
He looks at me like he is
confused, scared, and doesn’t
know what to do or say.
“Is…is the baby coming?” He
asks.
I stare at him for a few long
seconds. “I think it is.”
I swear that I arrive at the
doctor in a blink of an eye. The man lifted me up and
ran to the pack clinic only to be told that they were early
contractions so no need to
rush.
Colt is still panicking, even four hours in. Besides Colt,
Lotus and Poppy are here with me helping me through
it all.
Twelve hours in it is
excruciating. I don’t
understand how so many
women can have more than
one birth, it is the most
painful thing I have ever experienced in my life and I haven’t given birth yet. These are just the
contractions.
Thirteen hours now and I
am finally there. I am screaming and pushing. I
want to curse at everyone
here who are giving me
mixed signals.
“Push! Breath! Hold it!” Make
up your damn mind! I can’t
do it all at the same time!
Then Colt is holding my
hand but he doesn’t seem to
realize how much strength he is using. You’d think it would be the other way
around. I have never seen
him so pale before either but he is holding in there.
Lotus and Poppy however are smiling and cheering,
looking at my vagina. I just want to punch the smile off of their faces even though all
I can do is breathe and
scream.
Finally, there is a sudden cry that takes my breath away. It
is the most beautiful sound I
have ever heard and I start
crying. I lift my hands up urging them to give me my baby and they immediately do. He lies n*ked on my bare
chest. The most beautiful
thing I have ever seen in my
entire life and now I know.
Now I know why women are willing to go through this. This feeling right here…I’d do it all over again for him.
The moment he touches my skin he stops crying and opens his green eyes. I touch his tiny little hand and he
immediately clings to my
finger.
Lauren…look at my son.
Look at how beautiful he is.
I can almost feel her as if she
was next to me. I can see her
in my head smiling and telling me how proud she is with James by her side.
Colt wraps his arms around both of us engulfing us in a hug. I have never felt so
much love as I do now.
